away to hell

Supperclubbbb

2009-12-28T20:06:00.000-08:00

Because I can't sleep till you're next to me,

went to th party last night @ Supper Club
And I swear it sucks!
If only th DJ is good then it'll be great.
Highly recommend to those who love shuffle and all,
supper club suits you.

A group of us(9 girls to be exact) went and
there's this group of malays behind us and one of them asked us,

Malay Guy: You all Lesbians ah? Why don't wanna dance with us?

JOKE .

lol many things happened and all.
all my gfs were kinda mad at th drunkard tht kept grinning me, fucker.
bloody hell and he is super duper drunk!
He followed me all th way as we kept moving around and all, irritating ttm.
Etc Etc Etc.

left early for i needa wake up early th next day for some reason,
well and im now awake.
Gna meet up with friends ltr, i guess.
Bye
never once i stop thinking about you
do you know?

Saizeriya ♥

2009-12-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

MEOW.

Last min call from HUIHUI ;D

Headed down to CitySquare
Not bad siol Bukit Gombak to Farrer Park LOL

Okay shall post only pictures today:

People act one camera shy!

HuiHui's

Mine: Cheese Hamburger Steak (Y)

Th Spicy sausages which is not spicy AT ALL >:

SEE! Msg only so happy ~ HAHAHA

Okay, last pic of this Double Hui cos I know you want see ME HAHAHA

LOUSY PHOTOGRAPHER !! ):<

CHEN HUIHUI, THANKS FOR TH TREAT AH!!!
TEEHEES :D:D:D
And saw many familiar faces :>
Saw th actors, th twin brother if you know which one im refering to :}

O'right shall end off here!
Will be back with more pictures after tml's partyyyy ^^v

misses you? i think it's a yes ):

Fourteen

2009-12-26T06:35:00.000-08:00

I realised tht th date is oh so familiar :3

I've been thinking for th whole day wht to have for dinner tonight.
FYI: I've not eaten a proper meal since bookfest ended ! >':

Thus, me being lazy on a rainy day.
I had PastaMania !!
Unfinished pizza is still left on th table ;o
Again a day passed.
Tml's sunday and i've tot of wht to have for lunch tml alrdy. TEEHEES
v^^v

Looking forward to Monday right, my dear A ? ;D
can't wait !

Just finished touching up my hot pink nails ^^v
meow. lovin' it (Y)
gonna shut th comp and glue my eyes to the teewee alrdy :B

BYE.

just thinking how's work today?
tell me like wht you told me last week, ♥

Time for miracles (L)

2009-12-25T03:59:00.000-08:00

I'm fucking tired ,
Didn't slept well last night for Jesus knows wht reason.
Maybe it's His b'day and He doesn't want me to sleep.
It's now 08:15PM
And i'm fallin' alsp alrdy zzz
I swear I'm very pekcek today,
bcos I wanna repeat myself again, ..
I SPENT 2009'S XMAS IN THIS FUCKING SMALL ROOM HERE!
Omfg
Pity me pity me pity me.
Laugh out loud laugh out loud,
c'mon laugh at me for being such poor lil girl here.
L.A.U.G.H

Again no dinner tonight.
Thank god no housechores to do today,
I work my fucking ass off for th pass few days, wht a relief !
And tml is Saturday,
Ask me out please, I don't wanna stay at home anymore.
I've had enough staying home since after th bookfest, gosh
And Mr Goh is partyin' out there and I'm like stuck here with no party >:
how fucked up!

C'MONNNN DATE ME OUT TMLLLL!
*terms and conditions applied.

finished ranting and
I wanna sleep.
byebye

Laugh out loud

2009-12-24T23:18:00.000-08:00

oh dear. I'm stuck @ home this yr's christmas >:
bored bored bored.

Oh yea share with you guys smth fucking funny tht happened days ago.
FYI: I'm not offending anybody.
Don't take it hard and as you read on ltr yea.
This is a sudden conver. on Fb

***

P: Hi, do you have bf?
Me: No.
P: You know smth? I like you
Me: You crazy? (I don't even know him -.-)
P: Why you say I Crazy? I really like you!
Me: Sorry, i don't know you and im not interested.
P: Oi i really like you lah. I now very cool looking. I got husky you know very big and cute.
Me: (Like as if i give a fuck) So?
P: I very handsome
Me: I don't care (_l_)
P: Oi trust me I can take care of you
Me: Im not interested.
P: Please!
Me: To be honest, I'm racist. (FYI: He's an indian)
P: then you shld tell me earlier right!
Me: I didnt know you're so thick skin so i'll tell you now.
P: You wasted my time. I even beg you to like me.
Me: HELLO! you fucking wasted my time please.
P: whteva.
Me: And please grow up, you can't force someone to like you. GROW UP!
(He's a year younger than us, only 16 -.-)
P: You then grow up. BYE

OMG I WAS LIKE FUCK YOU CHEE BYE BANGLA !

okay maybe you guys may think i shldnt talk to him from th start but i was too bored you see.
so he helped me to waste my time and all.
quite funny lah.

Next Day:
P: hmmm
Me: ?
P: hmmm
Me: hmm what?!
P: so you trying to pick a fight lah
Me: ya ya ya
P: Bye
Me: Bye, fuck off

If you're bored or interest to see how he look like, go search puvan93@hotmail.com
HAHAHHA JOKE SIOL

Okay update you people again if he joke again. LOLS

Holy Night,

2009-12-24T08:14:00.001-08:00

Merry christmas to all & to all a g'night ♥

you'll be surprised at wht you didn't expect to turn out as expected <: g'night ♥

you must be playin' a trick on me,
you made my day :B

-

2009-12-22T21:18:00.004-08:00

HEEHEE.

Woke up early this morning to acc mum to hosp. :)
Cooked porridge for her for lunch
and I'm like so tired now.
Let's see what's for dinner tonight... ...
Hmm,
Gonna be Cai Xin and fish porridge with minced pork :)

Needa stay home on Thurs to take care of mama ):
Though I really wished to count down for christmas and all ;o

How did you guys spent your christmas last year?
And how will you guys be celebrating this year's?

Well, guess I'll have to spend it all alone and at home? ):
hmmm. >':

I wanna see a doc ! ):< -

Last christmas, I gave you my heart
But th very next day you gave it away.
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special ♥

Not feeling any better in both ways,

2009-12-21T20:14:00.000-08:00

Cause only you could put up a smile on my face again :)

-

After all tht had happened, i've learned to be good.
Never regret or only know how to cherish when you lost someone.
You'll only know how to when something bad has happened.
I guessed I've grow up just within a night,

***

Went TBC early this morning and I'm back
Super duper hardcore very damn fucking friggin' sick.
Not being exaggerate or whtsoeva.
Wanna see a doctor but im just worried to leave mummy home alone.
Sis went to work and Dad too.
Gonna cook dinner for Mama and all tonight.
Tht's very rare of me, so what say you?
I grew up .

***

Medicines (L)

2009-12-19T08:14:00.000-08:00

Happy pills :)

2nd last day of work,
was looking forward to it in th morning yet when th day ends i start to feel.. upset
LOL.

th day started with an sms :)
terrible sore throat ):

PS: I've deleted this whole part, lucky to those who've read it before i delete them <:
well, th pict above just says it all.

currently on th phone with huihui :)
gonna sleep very soon bah
G'night ♥

Please,

2009-12-17T21:49:00.000-08:00

When I woke up, mama broke th news to me
i was super shock & fucking upset ):
i was so worried ..
I hope everything will be okay,
sorry mama, tht i won't be able to go with you tml
I pray and hope everything's gonna be alright.

God bless.
I love you, mum

(J)

2009-12-17T10:41:00.000-08:00

work @ 10am today :>
keep trying to hide myself man, (hehehe)

HuiHui didn't work today and he promised to come down to visit me
BUT he did not!
HuiHui: I velly sad lah HAHAHA

anyway, was just on th phone with him and he's got work tml @ 11am O.O

Hmmm...
Idky but it seems tht today's a really busy day @ th bookfest for me.
time flies!

And joey my sweetie pie came down to see me.
I was so surprised! :D
sorry babe, wasn't able to catch up with you ):
forgive me k? ):

omg, flu's getting worse ):
and th convention hall is like friggin' cold! sianzxz
just have to keep walking around or not i'll be freezing like hell ;D

time to knock off @ 7,
sy came just on time to meet me and went for dinner :D:D:D
and otw to meet A after our dinner, there's this angmoh salesman trying to flirt sy siol !!
how i wished Daryl (sy's bf) was there to digged out his tikopeh eyes!!

meow meow meow!
intended to head to MS to have seasalt caramel but it's closed!! )':
settled down at cafe cartel and they left with 4 pathetic choice cheesecakes. double ):
chill-ed at esplanade,
suddenly received a text, didn't know it was xx
super duper surprised x10000! :O

And as always, we chat till forget 'bout th bus services!
almost miss our bus & all
glad all are home safely :)

g'bye.

Cos tonight's gonna be a good good nighttttt! ♥
:)

-

2009-12-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

I wanna dig a hole and hide myself tml when i get to work
LOL.

hao xiao

2009-12-16T03:53:00.000-08:00

Th smell of your skin lingers on me now,

***
meeting gfs tml after work !!
been a long time since th 3 of us get together :)
looking forward ^^

don't know to smile or pretend not to see you :)

note to self: time to brush up your chinese, ;)
bye

Books made me happy!! ;D

2009-12-13T08:52:00.000-08:00

" If th litmus paper turns blue means we have chemistry,"
quoted from one of th guest during th bookfest ;D

working @ bookfest was tiring much,
but something motivated me to go to work everyday..

ohyea, jarel alex yaosheng working at bookfest too! :)
saw many familiar faces etc.

omg, how careless!
I dropped 6 of th hard cover books and they are thick and heavy books!
and my poor right feet swell up ):
and one of my toe nails turn blue black ):
freaking pain!!
hope it'll be okay by tuesday when i get back to work :)

REST TML, NO WORK PEOPLE.
LIKE SHIOCK ONLY (Lsky's line) HAHAHHA

MEOW.
And i hide th book Glimpses of Heaven somewhr cos it's selling fast
thanks to tht jiayang aka BANGS aka YUZHI NO. 2
I wanna get it like soooooon!!
Wanna get The Kite Runner too :)

i'm missing you crazy,
how do you, how do you sleep?

BOOKFEST FEVER

2009-12-10T01:10:00.001-08:00

HAPPY GIRL .

1. I'm working at th Bookfest !! MEOW
2. Extremely tired but super FUN (Y)
3. New friendsxz :)
4. Celebrities cmg!!
5. MONEY MONEY MONEY ($$$)
6. Received a letter of EAGLES AWARD
7. Means MONEY AGAIN !! :D
8. Dental appt tml
9. Change colour time! (Y)
10. RED & GREEN (L)
11. AND SO, CHRISTMAS IS CMG ~

:D:D:D:D

REST FOR TODAY AND I'M GOING OUT SOON
MEOW.
AND REST TML TOO!
MEOW.
GOING TO SEE MY BFF IN LESS THAN AN HR'S TIME!
MEOW.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE
MISS ME.

P/S: I'm very sorry to those who msg-ed me but i did not reply.
was really busy and i'll make it up for tht yea

A : Please take good care of yourself k.
I'm very sorry for not being there at this crucial moment for you ):
I promised to bring you go City Square makan OUR FAV. (L)
It's opening on 10th DEC which is today!!
But i'm not free ):
NEXT WEEK KAYYYYY!
I still loves you *hugs* ;D

Wait for my text next weekkkkkkkkkkkkkk ~ :)

(fill it in yourself)

2009-12-03T22:17:00.001-08:00

I don't wanna see you leave, please..

***
Th outbreak of news made my heart sank right away,
sound stupid right?
well, hard to not make it not feeling this way.
but th only way to convince myself not to be upset was ...

i tend to show my emotions, y'know.
i don't wanna be in love, easily.

-

maybe ltr i'll update my trip to ikea and meet up with A girlfriend :)
when i stop thinking 'bout those shitz

Animation Medley (L)

2009-12-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

Credits: Tricia th noob shit (L)

Saw this on th noob's blog and decided to steal it from youtube (HEE)

watch this,
these musicians put in their emotions in this piece of music, and you can feel it even you're not listening live!
Touches my heart, y'see. *meltz*
Now, i wanna watch Totoro again and again and again and ... ... :)

Kinda miss those time in th bomb-shelter )':
Since 2years ago, i've wanted to learn cello
bcos i find it cool (Y) ^^v
After watching this vid, it makes me want to learn cello vvv much )':
any sponsors? HEHE

well,
I decided to upload picts ;D

shall end of with this pict which was taken this year:

I miss you guys,
I miss th time we had tgt throughout th years.
xoxo,

Every hello comes with a goodbye,

2009-11-25T05:46:00.000-08:00

"We managed to stop th time for just a second."

Day 1:
Woke up in th morning to collect timesheet for our job,
nap till evening and met up gfs and head down to th chalet :)
Food were half gone by th time we reached HEHEHE.
But it doesn't matter at all :D
CH asked me to buy beer for him for he's afraid of not being able to pass th check of identity being underage,
thank god, cashier uncle didn't check mine too.
Actually, all of us there look more than seventeen.
HEHEHE, all mature mature uh
WOOTS, and my bf got come can HEHEHE ^^

We spent th whole night sharing ghosts stories, experiences to haunted places, gambling,
drinking, smoking, crapping etc.
Time flies and th sun waved hello.

Day 2:
Everyone look like zombie, craving for th beds.
Breakfast @ Mac and back to chalet.
We spent time discussing whether to go home sleep.
In th end, we slept at th chalet for less than 4hrs
HAHAHA, th funny part is tht Pee Hian's snoring disturbed everyone's sleep XD
And I thought how come it sound so like my dad, HAA
Woke up at 1pm and ML came back with her swimsuit while some of us headed home.

Trained and bused home with W, PH & CK.
Met up @ 4pm and W is th late queen of th day HAHAHA
While waiting for her, my mind has alrdy switched off 80%
And slept in th train, woke up with ml's call.
Reached and had our dinner at FC.
Headed down to our 5N1's chalet @ Aloha Loyang.
It was big but very scary to me.
No offence but It seems boring there :l

Headed back to DTE.
Bathed and majority went to aloha and have a look
while i stayed with ml xf ck and andrew :)
and they suddenly have th urge to bbq cos Andrew is hungry and ck say bbq is fun!
Lucky still got food inside th fridge yo!

BBQ TIME!

Fun (MEH)?

Choon Kiat's body very nice i tell you, :D
Mai siao siao, people chao chao national wushu k HEE

Tired, I declared KO after sometime.
HEHEHE

Day 3:
Time to say goodbye.
Headed home around 8am.
Felt sad right from th bottom of my heart )':

When will we ever meet again?
Nobody told me there'd be days like these,
We hate to part, now..

Dragon Boat

2009-11-23T02:18:00.000-08:00

"LONGGGG"

Update when I'm free.
Meanwhile, just look at th nice body he has.
There's many nicer ones but I don't dare to take XD HEE

BYE,
Off to chaletttsxz.

E72

2009-11-19T09:37:00.000-08:00

Now th E72 is out with 5 Megapixel ;D

I think E72 look more class than E71! TEEHEE;D
Maybe you guys may think it looks th same as E71 then you're wrong!
Th buttons are slightly special and nicer now ;)
There 's also one in bronze colour ,
But personally I still prefer th one in black ;DD

should I?
Or iPhoneeee? :l
Hmmm..

Don't ever let fats to decompose in you for you know you deserve someone better :)

2009-11-19T07:01:00.000-08:00

"When things go wrong and winter comes,"

-

Ed, where'd you go? :c

I believe it's not about who gets a partner first,
it's still about who's r/s will last longer.
It doesn't make you a winner even if you found a new partner first.
You don't have to be sad, girl.
There's no need and no reasons for you to be upset.
Bcos he ain't hot at all,
And believe in wht you believes in karma.
A beast did th same to you, he can do it to another girl of he's too.
If not, things will go opposite.
As I said, i believe in karma.
Don't get upset as girlfriend said.
As you deserve someone hotter, taller, fitter, better, sweeter :)

Bcos you're always worried if i'll be okay.♥

-

2009-11-17T08:45:00.000-08:00

I was told tht th M party was a failure and many ppl were complaining,
some wasted 24bucks for th tix but can't even get in.
TOO MEGA.
Lucky i didn't go for it, if not i will stab myself seeing my $$$ fly away

i'm havin' a terrible tummyache for god knows why.
what the fuck.

Perhaps drinking smth hot might help?
woots, gonna drink some leftover soup..
Hope it will get better by tml,
cos there's an interview tml!!

Shall update again tml, i mean ltr :)
zai jian.

FOR YOU: thx babes for cheering me up and all
you know i love you girls

Thunder thighs

2009-11-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

Actually, this has been in me for years.
until today, i couldn't take it anymore.
Felt so helpless,

Many thinks there's no need to get upset over it
But think about it, you don't have such problems like me.
There's no way I could get them away,
By covering up was one of th way but I realised this can't help for long.
As compared to those facing small boobs, i thought it's completely okay.
Push-up bras, and many to help lift it up and you'll look so perfecto!

Many ways I tried, but i said it's a genes thing,
how matter how you control ur diet and all,
Ha, it will just stay there.
Don't you evny people with lean long legs?
I'm so tired covering 'em up.
Tired of people calling me names and staring at me.

I wish i can cut them off or
perhaps money to get doc to get rid for me.

Suddenly, my confident level drop right to zero,
you know that's not me.
I'm always full of confidence,
but not now.

Locking up myself in th room,
not going anywhere.
Bye

Regret,

2009-11-14T20:46:00.000-08:00

"I suck at lying, "

flashbacks:
I don't know, but you made me live my life full of regrets.
Fear.
you have nothing to regret, instead pretending nothing has gone wrong.
Tears welled up my eyes, but i fight back.
you told me your motto was, "Live life w/o regrets."
You succeed,
On th other hand, you made people living in regrets.

Do you know?
How much I wanted you to know about it,
Everything's too late.

You ruined me,
afraid to look for my next love.
Does all guys take their gfs for granted and cheat on them?
Anyone, tell me th answer.

Angie, I didn't mention to you last night that
A guy name S too(i'm you know wht's th name:), somehow pass by my life but,
everything just stopped, suddenly )':
I felt kinda, saddd? ):
More to share th next time round.
And we'll hit th club when your hols is here k
Hugs. (L)

Friday th 13th

2009-11-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

"You are beautiful, no matter what they say.."

Town today for our dental appointment ;D
(yelloblue) ;D
Anyway, saw many familiar faces and i mean MANYYY !!
ESPECIALLY BEVIN YAP YAN TING, SAW HER 16574678674664times ;D
Told you there will be a high chances tht we'll meet HAHAHA ;)

Far East was full of students looking for their stuffs for their prom night O.O
And i've yet to think of where to get my dress, (got an ideal dress in my mind alrdy) HEE
Must get it fast or not i have nth to wear to our lousy grad night.
though it's at th usual lok kok civil service club but it's still our grad night,
at least something presentable and not too formal uh! ;D

we walked till my legs turns jellysxz ):
headed home and went for dinner :D
MEOW ~
now is 2.20 don't wanna sleep but dont know wht to do ):

OHYA, CHECK OUT A VIDEO ON PCK VS RIS LOW ON YOUTUBE.
PCK WAS SO FUNNY, TO ME. HAHHA

okay, my fingers turning jelly alrdy HAHAHA
BYEBYE
HEHEHEHE

AWESOME

2009-11-12T20:11:00.001-08:00

"We managed to stop th time."

O's OVER.
WENT FOR BRIEFING FOR JOB YTD
WAITING FOR INTERVIEW ON WED AND PRAY WE CAN GET TH JOB ;D
GOOD PAY $.$

ZIRCA ON MONDAY (MOST PROBABLY UH)
GRAD NIGHT ON FRIDAY ;)

OKAY, ROCK ON PEOPLE!

SAYONARAA. M GOING TOWN FOR DENTAl APPOINTMENT
AND SHOPPING(AND GOSSIP) SESSIONS ;D

look into my eyes :)

2009-11-05T09:20:00.000-08:00

Left with chinese and mcq alrdy.
i could smell freedommm.

as i see th photos, i realised i miss everything, wish i'll never grow up.
g'night.

2 papers down

2009-10-28T04:49:00.000-07:00

Sad, very sad, very very sad.
you know who you are lah hor. lol
once, twice, thrice ... -.-

will be back soon people.
goodabye

GET A LIFE

2009-10-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

GET A LIFE FUCKERS,

I WAS ABSENT BCOS I AM SICK. DON'T BELIEVE, DRINK MY SALIVA SEE IF YOU GET SICK TH NEXT DAY.

AND YES, I STAYED AT HOME TO SELF STUDY.
AND I DON'T SEE THAT IS A WRONG THING, GET IT NOOBS?

IF YOU GUYS WANT, STAY AT HOME AND STUDY ALSO!
THIS THING ALSO WANT TO GOSSIP, NONSENSE.

AND GUYS, GET A LIFE .

AND YA, TH LAST TIME I WAS ABSENT FOR A LONG TIME PARTLY WAS BCOS OF THT BASTARD.

HAPPY?
IF YOU HAVE ANY ENQUIRES, COME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE AND ASK/TELL ME.

Just for a minute

2009-09-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

gonna MIA from this cyber world for a month or so uh,
will be back soon yea (;

hee, and i skipped schl today!
how about every morning stomache and i was almost late for schl ytd bcos of tht >:(
besides, i've got too much pressure,
can you feel it?

somethings are better to be left unsaid,
g'bye.

-

i understand people change in th environment they are in,
the friends you hang out with, your home background, not to be called coward by friends,
doesn't want to be th odd one out, wants to have th attention you need etc etc.
all these will make you change,
from good to bad, bad to worse or even better, bad to good :)
im not trying to interfere your life or whteva, but you've changed.
no longer th good boy who doesnt smoke, know nothing about clubs, and always gaming @ home.
i somehow felt really disappointed cos i thought you are old enough to think maturely.
this is growing up process, i hope as years pass by,
i won't see you joining gang, out to fight, find troubles etc.
anyway, it's not cool to be th way you are now.
if i were to sound harsh then i'll only say,
"GET A LIFE JERK!"
keep in mind to be good to your mum, and your health is wht she worried most.
take care and g'bye/.

Backache ):

2009-09-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

some famous restaurant spaghetti. ^^v

And that famous restaurant's chef is none other but ME! :DD
It taste like, heaven. HAHAHA (so thick-skinned) ^^

-

went to collect my new spec and i'm lovin' it man.
it only cost $60 and it look better than th previous red spec :)

I wanna study like now but my brain is lack of oxygen currently that i kept yawning :o
perhaps too tired from th insufficient of sleep for th past 1week :(
think i'm gonna cancel my study plan tonight and will definitely study tml,
I promise :):):)

shall turn in now, need to replenish my beauty sleep and "charge my battery" so that i will have more than enough energy & powerrr to mug later :D

g'night;hugs.

Minutes before my b'day ends!

2009-09-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

Thanks darlinggg, ;D

Thanks everyone who wished me regardless thru smses or facebook etc.

Many thanks to:
Alson, Anusha, Siew Ping, Seri, Dellis, Bevin, Reynard, Jason, Sharfana, Renee, Kelly-Ann, Thaddeus, Yi Feng, Shu Zhen, Tyson, Boon Pin, Fayaz, Adi, Hussian, Cally, Lorriane, Vaseela, Verronica, Gulshan, Shaun, Kwan Foo, Angie P, Siying, Bruce Tan, JianXiong Bear, Serene, Mr Seah, Ms Ang, Shi Xuan, Chooi Tene, Tricia, Pee Hian, Junjie, Naraa, Praveen, Kelvinraj, Chin Yuan, ShiYun (NCO 34th), Dawn (NCO 34th), Iman (Senior NCO DM) Iggy, LiYi, Airu, Marcus..
and th list continues, sorry if i missed out any :)

Special thanks to:
Lai MeiLin, Larissa Seow Ah Lian, Wee-g-tra, Bennn, YK, Andrew, Didi Sharapova, Daryl Lauw, Cheng Hui, Xue Fang, Jarllanz, Soh Wynn.

For th advance celebration steamboat here @ my house :) Thanks Millions!
Thanks yk for th newyork cheese cake and counting down for my b'day last night :)
and also thanks for th surprise cake again during recess today! ;D
Really thanks alot and th effort you guys put in to plan and organise this ;)
hugssss! really love you guys loads!!!!!! MUACKSXZ!!

And last but not least, to you my special darling, See KaiXuan!! :)
Despite your busy attachment, you still managed to have dinner with me just now and thanks for th treat! ;) really thanks for th simple yet sincere card from you. *hugs* And you sitting there to listen to all my nonsense.
We shared loads of things from our life, studies, poly, boys, girls, r/s, bitches, bimbos etc etc.
HAHAHA, thanks for everything babe.
And i love your cute lil card and you stole my photo from facebook uh! XD
we'll meet up soon cos this week you'll be real busy!! ):
many hugs, with much lovesssxz!

Alright, needa enjoy th last few mintues before th clock strikes twelve and,
calendar to 23rd Sep.

g'night earth.
thxlotshugsmuackxbyesxz:)

Advance B'day celebration

2009-09-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

Today: 20/09/2009
Met up with Angie for a lil short while :)
Updated each other about our life and stuffs,
and main purpose was to pass her hand-made sushi to her beloved bf who is working @ clarke quay :)
how sweettttt uh :)
we wanted to sit in and have a drink but we didn't
Siying was too tired to join us, ):
she bought me smth and had her sweet bf to drove to clarke quay to pass to me
thanks babe, i love you and i still love you :)
hope you're doing fine with ur teaching in that school :)
Angie had dinner at BK and off back home :)
hey dearst: i was glad and happy for you when you told me Jon treats you really well,
and i can see th word, "HAPPINESS." in your eyes yo :B
last long yo, i love you :)

Saturday: 19/09/2009
Had steamboat here @ my house on Saturday and it was fun! :)

Thanks million to you guys!
And i told you guys this was my best b'day and i really mean it.
Wonder if this will be th last time we're gonna sit now and have fun,
cos O level is in a month's time and we'll be working our asses off.
How about after O's when we're gonna be busy working while waiting for our results,
and when we got posted to polys, we'll be busy with our studies, projs, CCAs, poly friends,
and will we stop contacting each other? )':

Don't even wanna think about it,
hopefully it won't happen tht we'll lose contact with one another yea.
well, back to yesterday's celebration :)

it was fun and really need to thank Mdm Eng and Mr Goh with th food and cleaning :) *hugs*
And thanks Andrew for th many helium balloons :)
Alright pictures pictures time,
PS: I grabbed it from Wynn's blog!

*yummy yummy v^^v

PS: THIS PICTURE WAS EDIT BY WYNN ALRIGHT, :)
I KNOW YOU PEOPLE WILL COMMENT ON THIS PIC -.-

Shall end off with this picture, :D

g'night Earth :)

Hungry

2009-09-18T10:53:00.000-07:00

cupcakes *drools

It's like 2:00 am and i've not had my dinner ):
feels a lil hungry now and have cravings for strawberry sundae and roti boom! :D
and i'm gg to bed with an empty stomach hehehehe ^^v

and im turning 17 in 3days time ,
and im quite excited about tml's advance party with friendsxz yo
there's gna be about 10 ppl cmg over and imagine my house is so small alrdy and my kitchen as well.
though it'll be cramp but it will be very fun with them around! hope they don't mind uh ;)

anyway, th idea of this "party" was meant to be surprised but my mum accidentally.. you know.
and i'm gonna get hell from them tml for spoiling their plan
SORRY FRIENDSXZZZZZ!

alright, think i need to catch some sleep after studying for a long day :)
g'night.

-

2009-09-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

die.

Sore

2009-09-05T04:24:00.001-07:00

After only 4hrs of sleep, went for my second round and last extraction ):
one word, tired.

met up with babes last night at cathay, intend to study
as usual, it didnt go really well. HEE
ben joined us and off we head to parklane to meet up with ian and andrew for pool,
yangzhi came with friends and left after awhile.
babes and ben left early to catch their last bus.
while we continued till late.

While walking back home, i get to know many "Lady Gaga"
how funny, it was ian's lady gaga.
can you guess what is ian's "lady gaga" ?
HAHAHAHA

they were hungry and thus we head to mac and it started to rain and got cold in there,
left around 3.30AMsharp and home sweet home .

still wondering if i'm going out later, or not ? :l
and th time now is 7.30PM, i've not eaten any meal ):

Damn chio

2009-08-30T07:26:00.000-07:00

Feels like getting an iPhone
Hmmmmmmm,

Final Destination 4

2009-08-28T20:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE,
BLOGGER SUCKS CURRENTLY, THUS HEAD ON TO MY LJ! :D

HTTP://XIUMINGSXZ.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

WILL STILL BLOG @ BLOGGER WHEN IT GETS BETTER
BUT LIVEJOURNAL WILL COMES FIRST :)
LEAVE A COMMENT WHEN YOU VISIT YO \m/

For you

2009-08-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

"Never say goodbye."

2 more prelim papers to go and lesser days to o lvl papers heading my ways uh ):
just had sc mcq today and now back home from breakfast @ mac,

rot until im tired and will have a short nap, maybe.
if you know me well enough, i don't take naps but i'm kinda tired now :l
gonna practice for tml's poa paper 1 uh.

hello boy,
you're hvg your papers as well.
i know you'll do well :)
to tell you th truth, i misses you, very much..
th last time we met was two months ago,
th last time we xchanges texts was one month ago.
But th scene which involves you and me is still playing in my mind,
(:

3 more days!
10 more days!!
15 more days!!!
25 more days!!!! ^^v

(no subject)

2009-08-24T01:56:00.000-07:00

Bcos i believe time will eventually tells me everything, even love.

-

my b'day wish is for you to stay happy like what you are now :)
still, i hope to spend it with you.
I'm just saying, don't take it too seriously. TEEHEE :D

Depression.

2009-08-21T22:06:00.000-07:00

Oral ~~sex~~ was hell baby.
omggggggggggggggggggggg, i'm depressed w all these shitsxz happening :l

hang out with buds last night,
floating here and there @ MS, we were all dead beat )':
we were all broke as well )':)':
when pool again uh? th pool tables are calling and waving to me now )':)':)':
but .....
pool = $$$ fly away T_T

sigh, goodbye earthing :D

PS// 7more days to go,
PSS// 14more days to go,
PSSS// 20more days to go and
PSSSS// counting down to 1month's time! ^^v

Big girls don't cry

2009-08-20T03:29:00.001-07:00

Happened to read th comments on th friendster you wrote me and smses
even pictures,
with a smile on my lips and a song in my heart.
It can be so sweet when you look back :)

However,
when he said and promised on loving you deeply till we grow old,
until th end of it, you'll realise tht it was said for th sake of saying?
just to make you feel secure and trust and th only way to make you stay.

phobia is th key now.
everything seems to be pulling me back.
to add on, th break-up and after break-up process is horrendous!
you just don't wanna go thru it ever again,
all these can be avoided, do you know?

At last, I woke up from this scary nightmare.

Can you feel it?

2009-08-20T02:02:00.000-07:00

your mother me today bad mood k.
i'm starting to feel th heat.
so stressful uh,

chiong like nerd and this time round i mean wht i say,
no more time to waste.

english oral tml, wonder if i'll be able to manage :/
pray hard tht i'll be able to do well enough )':

bye.

PS//counting down to th day i'll see you again,
PSS//counting down another 9more days,
PSSS//counting down another 18days,
PSSS//counting down another 22days!

You

2009-08-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

I saw everything tht you look for in your ideal girlfriend,

First, your girlfriend must be goodlooking.
Second, th height issue: tall but shorter than you.
Third, she must be slim.
Fourth, big no for smoker.

And,
First, I'm not goodlooking at all.
Second, I'm not up to your expected height and I'm only 163cm
Third, I'm fat, not even slim.
Fourth, though i'm not a heavy smoker but i still smoke like once in awhile? but still smoker right? ):

All these minus away a lot of points!
What's more? I left a very bad impression for you.
I smokeddddd infront of you -.-

sorry, i'm not in th list.
bye

And

2009-08-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

so embarrassing, thrice.
and what's up next?

i'm srly tryin' to deny & hide my feelings for you )':
lookin' forward to th day i'll see you again and again and again and...

FB: Virgo ,

2009-08-18T08:43:00.000-07:00

XiuMingsxz,
You will be able to heal a recent rift between yourself and a close loved one today. If you are still single, you will have wonderful unexpected opportunities to meet new people and make new friends.

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

state of confusion

2009-08-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

"Stop playing tricks and get out off my mind."

out of th blue, I seems to not know wht exactly I want,
I'm finding it hard to resist, so show me what I'm looking for )':

pardon me for feelin' this way, bye

Movie

2009-08-18T01:39:00.000-07:00

Caught "Where got ghost" ytd and i'll rate it 2/5 :/
things happened, blahblahblah
never did i expect to be freezing cold in th cinema, ):
bladder was so full :b

dine & went over to parklane for pooooooooooooool ~ ^^v
played as like there's no school th next day. XD

EH, YK & DARYL & WYNN !!
LET'S GO ROCK TH POOL TABLES SOON (FRI?)HEEHEEE

oi simyongkiong, when your paper start and end? tell me uh!
i need you teach me abit POA yea. muachhhhhs :D:D

o'right folks, im off to find my mummmmmmmm~
hugssss.

there used to be someone who will hugged me and keep me warm,
nobody to turn to now when i'm cold )':

lady gaga: hair bow

2009-08-15T11:18:00.000-07:00

Don't you agree with me tht it looks good? :D:D:D

expired

2009-08-15T10:30:00.001-07:00

Didi's b'day photos, there's more but daryl is not onlineee ):

-

After thinking for so so so long where to go yesterday, we've finally move our ass out off our home.
and we went to Tampines walking aimlessly HAHA
and i felt so stressed when walking at tamp, people are all looking at us
met up with ben followed by yongkiong, chenhui, daryl and wynn :)

wanted to catch "where got ghost" but we were all broke plus th fact tht it might be full house :)
thussss, we went to Safra for pool ^^v

-

i was so afraid tht i might see you there, darling.
never did i expect, i saw your friend(s) instead of you
hmm, it's a friday and i know you were havg training :)
if it's not fri and no training, you'll be there ;) HEHEHEE

-

so many bengsxz and afew cmi liansxz -.-
finally got a table @ 11
but melin tgt w her bf and wiji went off early, didnt want to miss th last bus
thus i stayed since wo men dou bu shun lu :)
played till 1am and we walked all th way to TP and we're dead beat ):
flagged a cab and home swt home :D

sunshine boy, i dreamt of you last night once again (:
it was my sweetest dream ever,
you're my sweetest drug <:

yellow

2009-08-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

Finally, prelim spells o-v-e-r
screwed 'em all up,
but o level is in 2months time, gonna work my ass off. hopefully!

saw this particular guy recently at market twice and he look so familiar to me o.o
i think he did notice me and thinking tht i look familiar to him uh HAHAHA
(but i changed a lot okayyyy ^^, go compare how i looked when im in sec1/2 and now)
so went home search th year book and i realised who this guy is (:
changed so so so much, he looked so innocent&cute when he was after me HEHEE
but he now damnnn man ah! *drools

alright alright, don't be mistaken okkkkk.
i still love my sunshine boy <:
HEHEHE, wijitra is going to ask me to shut up if she sees this.

okay back here, anyone who happens to pass by here at this time, i doubt so
can you guys give me suggestion where is a good place to chill like now (:
and uh, no prawning!

thanksluvbyehugs

many prawns

2009-08-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAY DIDI NG PEI TING and HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !! (:
All photos are with didi & daryl, quickkkkk send me yo
we, or actually them caught 6hrs of prawns.
i seriously got no mood to get any )':

It was oh so fun and tiring.
we had to control our bladders cos we're all afraid of th smelly toilets. XD
prawns, crap, yawns, chicken wings, otah, cigarettes, gossips, love, relationships, bitches, bastards...
bussed to BK and mac with daryl & andrew> hm swt hm @ 0930> bathed> K.O.

alright, needa catch th teewee and must mug later!

blogger sucks, head on to my livejournal yo! ^^

horoscope,

2009-08-06T02:31:00.000-07:00

TAURUS,
it's wht you do to me, made me even more in love with you I'd fall (:
your warm hug, i'll never forget.
tht very fateful night's scene is still playing in my mind dear..

it is th small things tht makes me remember (:

Extraordinary you,
i dreamt of you all night, really.

CRAMP SUCKS

2009-08-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

HOW THE FUCK I STUDY MAN?!

cramps are killing me, bitch

so long and goodnight

2009-07-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

hello friends, it's been so long.
okay, xm here wants to post a last post before MIA for prelims.
basically, im really stress.
thanks for throwing nonsense to me at this point in time when prelims and o's is around th corner.
i'm glad to have you by my side, love :)

alright, yours truly here wants to go party like now.
very random and not a good timing, but just feels like it you know.
still thinking whether if we should go party this saturday :/

i'm like guai today ya.
stayed back till 6 in school to studyyyyy,
im now going to study again!

PS: I'm now so looking forward to Fridays and Mondays!
sweeeeeets, you know why (:

and tml is freaking friday! ^^v
and thr's a party at zirca tmlllllll but we can't go )':

damnnnnnnnnn.

cos I deserve to have them to remain as they were, bitch

2009-07-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

don't be selfish, always put yourself in other people's shoes.
think of wht th person have lost, maybe pity he/she by keeping and leaving some stuffs tht belongs to her.
small lil things does matter dear

Empty

2009-07-22T01:26:00.000-07:00

0716am: You walked all alone, th same path to school.
A gust of wind blew your hair, th smell of th shampoo still lingers.
It's just a beginning of a brand new day, you just wished you could enjoy th walk calmly.

you plugged in your MP3 and it's playing "When you're gone"
flash back on you being dumped, those empty promises, those sadness.
don't you feel like crying? I do.
Knowing your loved one found someone and you no longer take up a place in his tiny heart,
Are you crushed? I am.
Browsing thru those sweet texts, calling you "my lovely" telling you how much you meant to him.
I have 'em all saved just in case I miss you, well I wished i won't miss you.
And just realised my album was flooded with photos of you and I,
I hated to see th photos but i still kept 'em really safe with me under maybe memories.
Although I couldn't have you to be mine no more, but these will do just enough.

I know all my sacrifices does worth it.
From giving up my favourite sport to neglecting my friends in th past, (here i apologies to you my dear friends, i'm truly sorry)
Although I kinda regret now but it doesn't matter no more.

Better in time

2009-07-19T01:49:00.000-07:00

met up with lovelys last night.
they never fails to make me laugh out loud, in public *unglam*
HAHAHA, who cares uh?

for th first time, i met wilson and i still can't recall he was in th same primary school as me.
lol
Larissaaaa went off early ):
you owe me your shoulder!! HEHEHE

yongkiong, it'll all get better in time uh? :)
thanks.

yada yada, yk talked about kumar's jokes and off we bused back :)
and my girls don't feels like gg home including myself

thusss, we went to dim sum for supper with th ride from Ivan :)
HA GAO, SIEW MAI ! HAHAHAHA
wanted to go other places but was alil tired thus Ivan drove us home
thanks thanks thanks
thanks everybodyyyyyyyyy!
muacks, i love you people :)

And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

i don't understand you

2009-07-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

what, i fucking hate you.
jerk
and i dislike you too

2009-07-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

out of th blue, i feel like crying.
i shldnt have tht feeling, but why?!

i need you here to gimme your warmest hug,
let's spend th whole morning tgt and have breakfast at Mcdonald @ 4am,
loves

he kick balls

2009-07-17T01:45:00.000-07:00

hello sleepy head,
guess you woke up alrdy cos you're having trg today :)

I doubt so,
think maybe i should forget it.
I don't want to be th annoying and irritating one.

will i receive another reply today? ):

goodbye, hello

2009-07-16T03:06:00.000-07:00

waiting

had a long day in school - tired ):
and guess wht, my orange adidas watch is spoilt ! T_T
pissed ~

fate, believe? :)
sadly, if we left school earlier and go to bdm mall ... ...

yay! replied! ^^v
~~how about im waiting for your reply and thinking if you will reply me :l~~

awake!

2009-07-12T04:35:00.000-07:00

bathed>plaza singapura>subway>takeaway>carrefour>LJS>takeaway>mrt>home.
:D

I had cravings for subway since ytd and i had chicken teriyaki today! ^^v
Wooooooots!

;D

2009-07-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

shuai right? i like him in short hair ^^
his height, his features, his smile and everything rlly melts my heart lehsxz :3
can't get my eyes off you.

-

changed my playlist, singingbox is not working dont know why :l
actually i veli addicted to BBF and their songs so currently playing only their songs ^^v

okay, i decided not to study ss cos i very lazy ):
buaiisxz!

im so afraid to let you know i miss you.
i miss those time when we were under th blanket w you by my side
hugging me and fell aslp and you snoring. hiak
watched movie thru ur lappy lying on ur smelly bed and fixed dinner :>
can we do tht again? like th next time we meet up :)
i know you will see this :) hugs*
i wanna say i miss you :3

braces

2009-07-09T03:32:00.000-07:00

okay, finished my oral alrdy
almost didnt get thru th temp tking before th oral, it was 37.5
idk wtf is wrong w my body/temp.
it kept raising and this time is cfm not th thermometer fault.
v irritating.

English oral in a month plus time.
hope by tht time im able to do well for picture discussion (which i hate it to th max) -.-

and im putting braces after my o lvl english oral
today not excited about it, perhaps tml i will.
and someone got extracted eight teeth when braces, cool shitsxz! XD

shit, tml got ss test and poa test.
wtf and i've yet to study

i don't seem to be happy today right?
moodswing lah, moodswing. wtf
you just can't blame it.

it would be nice if it cont. to be like this,
everyday

temptation

2009-07-08T07:25:00.000-07:00

hello earth.
I freaking lost my veli cute highlighter ):
anyone took it accidentally?
cos it was bought in air force sch, and most imptly it's my sister's!! T_T
I want my highlighter backkk ):

Okay, tml is my O level MT Oral.
How about wish me g'luck? :)
cos i am th last candidate for tml's oral ._.
you tell me, good or bad?

I a bit scare orhlehdi cos being th last seems scary but wo ke ai de laoshi shuo last one hen hao
-.-

I hope i won't stumble too many times and basically do well and maintain my distinction :)
WISH ME G'LUCK!! :3

PS: Any bdmeerians know whether i can purchace 2 thermometers at th same time or
strictly only 1 per person? ._.

cos my thermometer veli cutesxz
it jumped STRIAGHT from 36.7 to 37.4
and another amazing thing is my temperature was 37.0 then after an hr plus i on my ODT,
it was suppose to show my previous reading which was 37.0 but it showed 37.9
ji tao chua sai on th spot o.o

maybe those who want to go home due to high temp. can use my thermometer. ^^v
lol

okay, veli tired want orhkun.
bbbbbbbbbyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

eh i sounded happy right?
idky also.
maybe bcos of.. idk
just trying to drag this post longer. tsktsk :D
buaiizbuaiizmuackiiez!

-

2009-07-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

Been sick and rot at home for a week plus.
wth?!
didnt know there's no school today till saw my girl on saturday :)
papa leong called and i told him i tot thr's sch today and he said i was too excited for sch.
"oh, really?" ._.
lost in touch w my comp for daysxz actually don't even feel like using it cos i want watch TV!
but i know you guys thought I die from H1N1 (touch wood) or maybe worried 'bout me.
HELLO, I'M ALIVE AND KICKINGGG!

alright off for tv now, bye.

xm is happy.

edited:
I dreamt of GU JUN PYO and gang.
and ji hoon was my boyfriend in my dream.
HAHAHA!

This date marks th end and th new beginning.

2009-06-28T22:34:00.000-07:00

I gave myself extra one day off from school.
woke up with single eye lids, headache ):
slept only 4hrs if i were to go school.

ohyea, MeiLin never finish her Hols assignment ah!
and somehow she knows wht i wanna do.
we called each other at th same time, how nice :)
and she was veli nice enough to talk to me and completing her english hmwk at th same time. XD
but her main purpose is to hear .. HEHEHE
too bad, next time bah!
Thanks babe! loves~

Anyway, thanks Edmund!
thanks to you i only got home at 2am HAHAHA
thanks, i was really happy to see you despite th long distance and th time :)
and we felt like we're being stalk by th man at th window. lols
and sorry for making ur smelly shirt wet with my tears and i know it's okay. haha
and bloody hell you bluff my mother and say my mother very hao pian!!
thanks for sending me home too :)
PS: my mother say you veli cutesxz. XD
loves~

okay, i still look like china woman now ._. (no offence)

I would never forget how you sayang me while i lay in your arms, last night.

2009-06-26T08:01:00.000-07:00

ohmygod, im seriously in love with his hair and his character in BBF!! happy x1000000000! ^^

and
and
and
not forgetting lee min ho!! :D
Don't you love his body? THE BODYYYY!!! :D :D

Aiyo, i never expect myself to go crazy over them. HAHAHA
but BBF really veli nice, must watch ah! ^^v

okay, going back to chiong alrdy! lol
Tata ~

you've been there all this while, you're someone who I never expect to be th one.
you're th best, really.
maybe one day i would really fall for you. hahaha

wow

2009-06-23T11:27:00.000-07:00

youtube. boys before flowers. glass of orange juice. potato chips. totoro. two-thirty in th morning.
life is beautiful, isn't it? lol

BUT !!! fats accumulating and eyebags and eyes are puffier than yesterdays :(
plus school is opening soon and i have to adjust my clock to sleep early sigh.

okay, back to my drama. Ciao! ^^

last week of hols alrdy, thought could.. you know enjoy it but then, nevermind :)

22.

2009-06-22T11:43:00.001-07:00

Happy Fifteen Months; Twentysecond.

Time check: 3.00am
Damn hungry ah!! >:
school holidays really spells sinful.
time to go on diet, xiuming!! :(
okay, im gg to tahan and not eat any supper!
unlike boyfriend now having supper shiokly with friends lah!!
i wish you fat fat and gain at least 7kgs!! HAHAHA.

anyway, happy belated fathers' day!!
and and and happy belated b'day to papa!! <:

well, sister flew to HongKong on Sunday.
kinda miss her though, cos i would stay up late watching tv and wait for her to be back from work.
these few days never even watch tv alone till late cos i scared :(
and i hope i received many gifts when she come back from her trip. hiak hiak ^^v

It's th last week of my hols alrdy and baby starts sch today.
and im so looking forward later in th morning.
cos went to buy ham, hamburger buns today for breakfast later.
gonna make breakfast for mama! how guai right :B

PS: be on diet then go tanning! ^^v
and I really bankrupt alrdy so it means i cannot buy clothes alrdy!! ):

fri(end)s

2009-06-16T11:34:00.000-07:00

time check - 3:26am
yay, boyfriend is beside me now ^^v

well basically spent my monday with evil child, wanted to finish up my hols hmwk but as you know, i didnt.
and starbucks can kill me k, cause me had a backache th whole day. ):
th tables are low :|

so had late lunch at pizzahut and we started talking about friends :)
seriously, choose th right friends.
choose those who wont put up an act infront of you.
and most imptly, choose those who can understands you and also live in th same world as you.
how about another important thing, good friend(s) of yours will accept your attitude be it good or bad.
really, trust me.
good friends are those who will tell you straight in your face 'bout wht they think about you.
plus th fact tht u must accept it and change for it :)

and if you changed, things got better only for awhile and then it became as bad as before
how about let it go and hunt for better friends who will appreciate your changes and your everything?
all these are fate okay.

i'm happy w wht i am and who i have now :)

hmmmmm

2009-06-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

boyfriend is cmg over later, soon :B
didnt let mama know he is cmg over :x
heck uh.

unknown

2009-06-14T10:52:00.000-07:00

I miss those days. ):
If im given another chance, guess i will not and never give it up.
i seriously miss it.
number nine, i'm sorry.
I promise to find you, bring you back to me soon.

how about you?
when i looked at th photo we took, i suddenly miss you so much.
i wished to hear your laughters once more.
just once, it would be enough )':
when i return to th airport, i just have to control my tears, cos i missed you, a lot.
then tcc? i don't wanna step in there anymore.
cos tht was th last place we sat down before everything changed.
i know i shldnt dwell on th past and ponder etc.
i'll try not to but still i really miss you a lot.
I hope one day when i get to see you on th road, please don't ignore me.
be it 10 years 20 years, i'll not forget you, i'll still miss you as much as now.

still life have to move on, even w/o you ):

sweet dream uh

2009-06-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I tell you, I had a damn sweet dream last night ah!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I dreamt tht Utt is my boyfriend!!!!!!
funny not? XD
plus his house damn big can!
I guess i was seriously smiling and laughing like crazy when i was sleeping.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
yes, got a chance to be Utt's "girlfriend" in my dream v^^v
die w/o regrets alrdy, song bo!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

chill yo, told you it was a dream already.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

*Edited:
is 2am now and my back suddenly very pain :(
old liao old liao.

okay, basically spent my friday w sweetheart <:
my hairband broke so suddenly and randomly at kfc, very.
somemore i was hving a bad hair day dude :(
sweetheart was indeed sweet to go around finding a hairband for me.
hey fatass, thank you v much ah! *smack ur butt* :B

hees back to b's place we started to play violent you know.
and my knee somehow twisted and goes back again. you get wht i mean?
it's like.. eh th bone went out of place and back again, ya.
i was screaming in pain okay, but now i can even jump lol ^^v
see lah, play somemore! hahahaha

ohya, stupid me felt something on b's bed and picked it, threw it out th window.
i never even look at wht it was you know.
until i threw it out then i realised it was one of my ear stud.
wahhh, can cry ah. T_T
how careless and dumb right? *slap my face*

oh dear, my eyes are closing alrdy.
and th idiot evil child is gg to disturb me tml at 1130. ~!@#$%^&*
guess i need to oink oink alrdy :D :D
goodabye pipo -

-

2009-06-11T01:15:00.000-07:00

a hungry man is an angry man, very.

MYOB

2009-06-09T03:24:00.004-07:00

how should i begin this post.
anyway, this is gonna be a lil boring (maybe), you can ignore this :)

went to school again and saw nkm we kinda chatted a lil while, and i was kinda like fumming mad when i heard smth.
Its like, it's none of your business like wht happened in th club or smth.
i guess theres no need for you to tell people about it.
i know you like sharng with others th joy you had or what so ever.
how about th things you said to others is like, it doesnt even concern you?
then do you like people going to others telling 'em about wht have happened to you etc.
it doesnt matter good or bad, it is just none of your business, right?
seriously like fuck you, okay.
how about do you want my boyfriend's no. and tell him like everything?
if you want, i'm willing to and can give you, you know.

oh, really fuck you.
okay, if you have no idea if im talking about you or who so ever then don't assume it's you okay :)
but if you really really think is you, then maybe you should learn to shut up and know when and what you shld say, okay.
thank you v much.

mind your own business,
your effort and help will be much appreciated.

St James.

2009-06-08T01:14:00.000-07:00

girlfriends <:

after partying last night, still had to go school this morning to help out Jerry. (vvv tired!)
but it was fun teaching them ^^

i guess ytd was really too many people in there.
even moving from places to places was difficult let alone dancing.
but we managed to get two good spot. ^^b
We could hardly breathe like you're gonna have an asthma attack kinda thing. HAHAHA
well, saw tyson, joey, sy, sheela & ronald :)
and we got tgt and party, yay yay.
we party like 4hrs non time and i sweat like pig >:
looks like im th only one who sweat really like a pig HAHAHAHAHA

oh yea, boyf was there with friends too :)
but sadly we didnt get to party together :(
next time must ok, pinky promise? :B
and boyfriend, my friends kept asking me where are you uh, they wanna see th handsome you so badly! :D :D
alamak, Andrew was there also ._.
and what? wee guan was also there! double ._.

party ended and we went looking high and low for water.
finally we found, planned to take bus home but was too tired plus wiji and I needs to attend sch th following day :|
dead beat now, need to slp alrdy uh.
zaijian le da jia :D

ps: th guy who passed us tix is so cutesxz uh, right right right gfs? XD

I know it won't bring us down :)

2009-06-07T03:03:00.001-07:00

I left w 15mins and Im still here.
okay lah, bye.
(very random i know) HAHAHA

T_T

2009-06-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

boyf rich siol, fred perry siol. :B

yay, and boyf says i look nice in long sleeves, ^^v
ESPECIALLY his fred perry. XD (ok, i added this in myself XD) and Im kinda in love w his fred perry long sleeve cos it's like very comfortable :b

anyway, dragged my heavy body to school this morning for some meeting w Jerry, Patrick's friend. XD (Inside joke ah)
and treated us KFC, thanks Jerry! XD

time to meet boyf. and was at th bus stop waiting for boyf's bus and board it.
planned to go town today to also get my stuffs.
In th end, we stuck at bugis. )':
only boyf got wht he wants and i have nothing. >:
ok lah, have lah but not really th things tht are in my list.
nevermind, you promise me Thursday to go w me! :D :D
well, met up w boyf's mummy and had dinner tgt :)
I guess I had digestion problem or gastric, idk.
stomach damn pain and until now after so long, my stomach still pain T_T
bus-ed home and i was super early to be home on a saturday night. HAHAHA

PS: baby, you promise to bath Kpo w me on Tuesday uh! *hugs*

Chinese O lvl

2009-06-02T22:10:00.000-07:00

die lo, tcher showed us th ans tht they've come out with.
and i scored damn badly! wahhhhh, i wanna cry )':
she still anwei us tht her ans might not be correct ._.
my mood was like damn good until i saw th ans.
now damn upset. )':

i need to stop myself from thinking, leave me alone first.
i'll be okay awhile later, maybe.
bye.

GSS

2009-06-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

omg, I'm broke! T_T
I spent all my allowance for this week within 2 freaking days! )': *bang wall*
c'mon, i should be saving man. ROAR!
Had to withdraw another amt from my own acc to perm to eyelash this thurs.
damn, i vvv sad.
somemore Im like gonna get a new wallet for myself and new bras. T_T
If im gg st.james wth babe on sunday night, i'll be broke for my cab fare.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

How how how how how how how?
please stop me from eating, buying food, nail polish, eye mask etc etc etc! ):

I hope i have a walking ATM by my side 24/7. XD
or money please drop from th sky, i will love you vvv much, as much as i love kpo! ^^
and I told myself i need to complete my geo ws by todayand i've yet to touch 'em!! o.o
I'm becoming vvv lazysxz also. :|

good think is I wont be bore during holidays. :D :D
cos this cmg mon and tues gg back sch to teach some 3N students chemistry. XD
(i hope i can remember!) HAHAHAHAHAHA.
then th rest of it is chiong study alrdy. ^^v

ok, byebye.
i really needa do my geo alrdy.
zaijian!!

Let's make friends w books, they're nice people.

2009-05-30T12:13:00.000-07:00

If I were given three wishes, I would wish for :

1. your love.
2. us to be together, forever.
3. and more wishes.

-

I'm a lil lazy to update about today, shall update maybe on Monday :)
Last before I go, gluck to those tking MT O lvl paper this Mon, including myself ^^v
and allthbest to those who are having their termtest in Poly, especially you :)

darling, gluck and study hard core ah.
i treat u drink plain water after u finish ur exam. XD
no lah, I'll cook delicious lunch/dinner for you after ur paper on fri :)
and I'll bring you go shopping on Saturday. ^^

I'll do well for my O lvl Chinese, I must. *insert serious face*
HAHAHA, retareded.

very exhausted after a long day,
gnightbyethxluvhugsmuacks.

Way too weak.

2009-05-29T01:51:00.000-07:00

I hope time could stop, forever.

After reading Bevin's blog, one of th post she dedicated to Hewett, makes me wanna cry.
I don't know how to put my feelings into words.
I just feel kinda very.. insert whtever word tht relates to sadness.
Bevin, I know u'll be reading my blog, please know tht you're one very lucky lady.
And Hewett, you better treat her nice okay or not I'll "54321" you.
you know wht im talking about :)

O'right, chinese intensive really best.
But I enjoyed it. ^^
And headed home to prepare to meet boyf.
I really wished time could stop, really.
I hope th scar left on my hand which u scratched them doesn't go away.
hahaha, i sound sick is it? XD
time flies, fixed dinner w boyf and time to go home.

Esp. for you: -
hey, i'm seriously sorry tht i cried for nothing on th bus last night.
very silly, i know. I tried to control them cos you don't like to see me cry, but it just rolled down my cheeks.
so ya, im sorry.
many things are running through my mind and i broke down.
And I wanna let you know I've long for you holding my hand tightly and pulling me to you.
I've got them ytd, and i just got shock and begin to shut up.
I just don't wanna talk cos I wanna remember how warm ur hand, how you hold them and how it feels like to be hold tht way :)
and th way u sayang me bcos u scratched my hand tht it left quite an obvious scar.
been so long, u didn't sayang me like how u did last night.
and i was touched tht i cried, silly right? Hahaha
anyway, just here to say sorry tht i've been crying, which u don't like.

Okay, im leaving house to meet u now :)

Bevin, th last statment of th post was th one.
and boyf said to me: "I'll never leave you, unless you don't want me anymore."

Gbye.
That was th best laugh i've heard from you after 14months; 28may.

Dogs.

2009-05-26T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hi doggys. woof woof*
ok lah, don't joke alrdy.
HAHAHA. *burst out laughing, LOL, ROFL*
I've just been laughing to myself after being on th phone with xxx last night until now ah. XD
DOGS?
seriously i find it damn hilarious. XD
after i finished laughing i was like wht th fk *bunch of middle finger*
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

and we have th same thinking, er xin right? I don't know why also.
If you are reading you shld know wht i'm talking about, you know i know.
but highly chances you don't know i have a blog. XD
really crap sial.

and to xyz, i was really sorry when you texted me and told me about it.
thanks for being thr all th time, and all those words tht i've kept in me wanting to tell you since a year ago, i've finally threw 'em out!
and i'm truly sorry as well.
ya, karma.
and don't feel stress/guilty about wht i've said k :)

i guess th 3 of us are on th same boat uh. :/

To xxx and xyz: Don't think too much & dwell on them either.
i know it's easier said than done lah cos i can tell you this but i can't do it lol.
even you 2 told me th same thing lol, but it's just so hard.
you know i know lah hor, xxx? we understand each other how it feels like :)

byebye, update ltr.
Chinese intensive best lah, so many assignments to do. >:
and I'm gg back to band tmllll :)
kinda miss it, miss 'em.

My Last Sports Carnival.

2009-05-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

Sports Carnival was held at CCAB Branch.
Maybe it may not be special to most of you, but it is to me.
Returning to tht place, reminds me of th 5days i spent w th Drum Majors :)
It was so memorable.

This year th Sports Carnival was alil special than th past years.
We had th March-In of th participants of each houses etc.
so I was in th March in too.
Yes, it reminds me of th POP. )':
but this time it was so different, cos it was not with you guys.

When I entered th Indoor court, it reminds me of those time we played our games and practicing for our mace.
And th studio reminds me of those free time we had after lunch where we will gather and rest or even play "taupok" game. XD
Th big greeny field reminds me of th time when we had a tiring and fun time burning under th sun with Sir.
And not forgetting those days when we met w bad weather, we had to march under th rain on th muddy field returning home w our muddy, dirty shoes.
Sigh, how i miss those time.

Drum Majors, if you see this please know I miss you guys :)

Okay back to th sports carnival,
th weather is so HOT.
after waiting for a long time, finally it's our turn.
Th final of inter-house Netball, Everest VS Olympus.
and we won, EVEREST! v^^v
and i had a v bad stomache in th middle of th match.
and now i've got headache!
you're so weak bitch.
Tchers had inter-house tchoukball.
it was so funny anyway.
And my heart itchy alrdy cos I feel like gg back to th team,
but I had to clear my O's first. :/

Cheers, ^^

14 Months.

2009-05-22T22:27:00.000-07:00

Happy 1yr 2months to us. ^^v
Hope you love th gift I've prepared for you.
And as long as it's from you I'll love it :)

and I'm seeing you again in 2hours time. :B
twentysecond~ (L)

Inter-house Netball.

2009-05-21T04:01:00.000-07:00

BLISTERS. >:

Everest Everest Everest, my fav. ^^v

Results.

2009-05-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

Okay, school begins today ._.
And we received our results,
I was very shock and extremely happy when i received my SS marks! :D
'cos first time after donkey years, i passed my SS somehow with flying colors? :B
I scored 32/50 !! ^^v
though it may not be so good, but i guess it was one of my best SS results in this 5yrs.
*jump around* XD

HOWEVER!! I failed my E.geo for th freaking FIRST time! T_T
I fail by 4marks. )':
so in conclusion, it is useless tht i scored tht kind of nice marks for SS but fail for my E.geo.
*bang th wall*

As expected I fail my English, by 2 pathetic marks. )':
If only i wrote better for my situational writting. If only I wrote better for my essay.
If only, ... If only ... If only ... ... ... ):

I was so disappointed w myself when I received my Chem.
I passed but not tht kind of marks I wish to see.
I should have prepare for chem long ago and not a day before! ):
Lesson learned!! :)
Physics was vvv unexpected ~ O.O
I thought I would fail or maybe just a pass.
HAHAHA! yayness, i did well for paper 2 of Physics but not MCQ.
XUE TE !!! >:

POA was th most shocking one.
There were no A1s, AT ALL !
there were only two A2s!! o.o
guess i have to thank god/guanyingma/buddha tht i got a high B3 loh !!
A1 is hard to acheive for POA in O level. :|
one step at a timeeeeeee, an A2 for prelim first !! ;D

And There's no IRP this week!
SHIOK SHIOK !
but there will be intensive MT next week loh !!
so must rest well this week! :DD

Anyway, thanks babes for spending th afternoon w me despite so exhausted :)
much luvvv (L)

f.y.i. WE SAW UTT AT DAISO TODAY. ^^
HE IS SO FREAKING HOT, HOT STUFF. I LIKEEE ~ :B

Idk

2009-05-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

Edited//

And I hate to mention and see your name, bcos it's just so annoying.
I hope I'd have th power to have you vanish into thin air.
I know I'm mean,
cos I have to fight for what I want thus being selfish.

emo shiat again, how sad.
gnight.

not to self: yes, confidence is important.

2009-05-16T23:44:00.000-07:00

cos in your eyes I'd like to stay. (L)

I was happy, yesterday :)
hmm, ya.
I was really HAPPY. ^^

1year and 2 months approaching; changi beach & Esplanade luv. :B

over?

2009-05-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

maybe not.
Chinese O's in 2weeks time!!

Okay, time check - 12:11PM
-.-
vvv early.
should i take a nap 1st? :/

im so looking forward to tonight. :D
i won't be alone tonight,
having th tv staring at me and munching on roller coaster lol.
yea yea yea. ^^

okay, have to leave th comp now.
Or not my butt will get even bigger. -.-
lol.
kthxbyeiloveyouhugkiss. :B

_l_
just for you. :D

2009-05-08T03:37:00.000-07:00

screw up
screw up
screw up!

Buckcherry -- Sorry

2009-05-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

Don't say,
I wanna hear you sing it to me.

note to self: Just try not to worry, take what you need
and be on your way.

2009-04-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

shit.
My thumbdrive. >:

and now th pimples on my face is increasing. T_T
'cos of stress stress stress. )':

My precious cat is missing.

2009-04-29T00:42:00.000-07:00

Hey KPO, where are you?
where'd you go?
don't you know im worried sick?
I seriously miss you a lot!
when are you cmg back? )':

thankful

2009-04-25T21:12:00.000-07:00

thx bf, youknowiloveyou. <:

feels so like yesterday.
when the time stopped for us.
and i guess i left smth over at your house,
my brain.
HAHAHA! :D

cos it feels like i meeting you today and later.
and it seems to me that weekend is just coming but
i realised that it's coming to an end. >:
yes, wednesday is cmg very soon!!

I always hate it when we say g'bye.

-

note to self: have to buy topshells and cook for bf on friday.

2009-04-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

TMD.
It came haunting me down. >:

-

removing tagboard soon,
maybe considering closing down this shit here.
i'm rude and irresponsible to reply tags,
and nobody will bother reading this shit here, right?
HAHAHA!

kthxbye.

flash backkk, yuck.

2009-04-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

Phobia?

YAY

2009-04-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY fullstop. :D

-

It's Monday and I saw Mr Kenny Tan on th IN section of th Straits Time!
Hahaha.

I felt so good today cause I did Maths revision. ^^v
hee.
And I had velly nice siew mai today. :D
I had a hearty meal. ^^
I bought a can of cold drink at only 60cents. :D

And Samuel look like charcoal now.
And I didn't know people actually go all th way to Sentosa to study O.O
Hahaha.
ya boyfriend, your new boyfriend(s) is/are so UNIQUE, hor?
and boyfriend, your boyfriend(s) is/are so attrative, my babes are interested! ;D

-

Okay, I wanna shit and bath and eat and do homework
and copy homework and study and do revision and watch tv and sleep.

And that sounds impossible cause now it's like 5.30 alrdy! O.O
Okay, BYE!